*Gustav Klimt, Medicine (Hygeia) (1899-1907)*
Whenever
they feel the need of summoning spirits to unravel the knots that have long
entangled their very basic sense of reasoning, they will build a fire on the
ground. A clairvoyant will mutter a string of rambling spells, and all
participants are made to bow their heads in reverence. Nothing happens much
after the spirit appears. Some remarks tentatively that the fire always hisses
and flickers whenever the ghost slides pass. But most of them insist they
witness nothing during the course of the ritual; anything abnormal that any of
them happen to catch a glimpse of is dismissed imperiously as the result of
their fantasies. Only the clairvoyant is endowed with the gift of seeing and
communicating with the spirits, as one little boy once observed, no language or
words are needed for communication, the clairvoyant merely blinks an eye and
the spirit is infused in hers.
This time
they summon a new spirit whose presence just departed from the earth not long
ago- the poor girl was tormented then sent up to a pyre of fire. Her soul has
been restless ever since- the witnesses of this haunting visitant said she did
not utter a word, quite like her laconic self when she was alive, but stared
straight ahead of her, gaze determined but empty. It is with a firm purpose
that they should invite in this sleepless ghost. The little boy sees the
clairvoyant raise her head heavenward with a jerk, and open her eyes from
ecstatic slumber she cries: “She’s here!”
The man is
rapt rummaging in a pile of pamphlets when he senses her entrance. She says
plainly to him, voice icy-cold and every syllable that uttered sounds so
far-off as if it grows wings, that she knows he sees her, unbeknowngst to the
clairvoyant and other participants. He then sees her emulating what he was
doing, leafing violently through the pages of several bulky tomes that lay
gathering dusts on the shelves. He stops her movement by gently offering this
interjection: “You really needn’t trouble yourself anymore. The case can never
be solved.”
She turns
abruptly to him, eyes brimmed with tears. It is weird seeing a creature who was
stony-hearted in nature should become inexplicably sentimental when her flesh
is no longer clung to her soul- he is almost convinced that the wetness
permeated the eyes is only a refraction of light. But there are no sources of
light save a dwindling oil lamp on the table. She regains her composure. Any
sign of emotions peters away. No responses or words. For a second she takes him
to be the clairvoyant.
Then softly
she tells him she has always feared death, and the torment seemed to be an
everlasting agony. The way she delivers her confession is like smooth water not
bothered by any stones or obstacles. From the continuous din outside a second
ritual seems about to be taken place. No fear or anticipation possesses her but
she is standing awkwardly and irresolutely, as if an abandoned doll waiting for
its master to claim it back.
“To be in
peace,” he tells her in an almost inaudible whisper. A smile of relief creeps
upon her face, not unmixed with the pain that is never to be blotted out by
time. She bows her head in a jerk as if chancing to doze off, whilst from
without he hears the clairvoyant finish her chant and knows she is about to
raise her head heavenward. In this infinitesimal moment between absorption and
unawareness, she is gone.
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