A real
fighter must never look back. The road he sallies forth his pilgrimage, trudges
pass all obstacles and comes striding into the battlefield where the fate of
his game is decided- this road should, for the present, remains merely a faint
lustre of a fading rainbow: diaphanous, forgettable within several blinks of
eyes. The fighter is a loner and sole player of his own game.
The
contortions on a fighter’s face give an impression of a child blowing up a
balloon, but the fighter is more like the balloon than the child. His immortal
strength is what the gods are most envious of. At any moment the fighter is
expected to transform into a sacred figure; that the harder he fights the
lighter he feels. Eventually everything is levitated.
However,
when a fighter is defeated it is like a monolith that collapses. The spectators
are at a loss of what to do but gape, until slants of scintillating gaze
strikes the fighter like the bitterest mockeries. Thus the fighter is made to
stand on his feet, or, in some critical situations, totter to his balance on
the scorching ground, trembled by a succession of the audience’s beastly howls.
Those human
figures by Francis Bacon are often blown up in violent disruptions and
eruptions. When depicting a figure in accelerated movement the painter did not
do so at the expense of its substantiality- what is presented on the canvas is
still a concrete, fleshy being. Titled Portrait
of George Dyer Riding a Bicycle (1966), Bacon appropriately made cycling a
dizzying sport. Even the ground swirls as if in a circus arena. The painting
reminds me of Degas’ Miss La La at the Cirque Fernando, but it isn’t too
marvelous a spectacle as a sight of desolation: a quixotic cyclist circling in
his immurement. An invisible, unknown somebody seems to be playing a very cruel
trick.
An exciting
tournament should be fizzed with sweats and vigour. George Bellows’ oil
depictions of wrestling channel the masculine beauty inherent in the paintings
and sculptures of the Old Masters. The colours fleet with movement. The tense
muscles, the ruddiness of complexions and contortions of faces- the captured
moment is in an apparent stalemate. A spectator with a cigar in mouth looks
amusingly on; just the facial expression of any onlooker who gloats over the
pain and toil of the sufferers.
Sportsmen
can be performers whose only function is to entertain the impassive audience. The
play they put upon is their ultimate guise, dissembling their weary souls of
which spirits are destitute. Edgar Degas was obviously more interested in the
backbreaking rehearsals of ballets than the performances. From those self-same
ballet oils we gather how professional the ballerinas are as dancers and
actors. Offstage is a world unimaginably grim: dancers stroking their sour
backs and yawning uncontrollably. But even in their most torpid state the
ballerinas still look effortlessly attractive. A man in suit gazes in
entracement by aids of the intervening light coming from the foreground; the
gaze suggests utter voyeurism.
Even after
the fight the shadows of the fighters hover around the battleground. But the spectators
take no notice of the lingering shadows as they file out, leaving an empty
stadium swallow bitterly its echoing emptiness. The fighter with his body
covered with wounds hobbles towards the battleground to face his Shadow,
positively the most invincible opponent he’s ever met in his life. Without any
soul witnessing the game the fighter fights on. And always will the fighter
persists in fighting until the Shadow dissolves.
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