The room is
resounded with a little wearied voice chanting plaintively of flowers. Flowers,
as the chant goes, are like fugitive happiness, utterly ravaged the point when
you too dearly fondle them. Flowers, however, are what this room is deprived of.
The room is dismally poky and contains only some cumbersome cupboards, which
are glass-fronted, and show the reflection of a young lady who professes a
penchant of having her life staring back at her. But the presence of the young
lady remains invisible to whoever witnessing the depicted scene, saves the
white lace dress, which whiteness is now somewhat compromised by a few stains
of dirt, she was wearing on the day of her unaccountable disappearance. Away
the white dress sashays and dances, controlled by a pair of hands that are also
nowhere to be seen.
No
sentiments or emotions reign supreme in this derelict house. Nor are evil
spirits that are provoked to their vicious extremes. Rancours of long ago, of
yesterday, are pardoned in this place where time is constantly trapped in a
speeding circle: winter has yet laid its frosty spell before it is rushed to summer
at its most torrid. One minute you are the newly-crowned champion, the next you
are trampled on the ground, the lowest of the abject. How many hitherto
redoubtable kings she now mocks, how many foes of hers she relishes in
tormenting. The imperious hand gives the wheel of fate yet another turn.
We now
advance to the stage where the young lady is already immortalised, in a
portrait hung on the wall, facing the window. It is the first time we encounter
our young lady in flesh and blood, for virtually we have the impression that
what we behold is not merely a painting, but the young lady herself, like a
spectre whose body is translucent, is floating before the picture frame, her
gaze constantly fixing upon ours wherever we go. Under such vigilance of the
young lady we however confess that we do not find her watchful gaze in any way
provocative or frightening. Even the lights that occasionally flood in through
the window fail to ignite the fire in her eyes, the fire that some once
described as blue and smoke-filled.
The
portrait looks like throngs of heavy smoke. Our desire to see our young lady
more clearly is obstructed by the painting’s nebulousness. The portrait does
nothing to supply sufficient knowledge of a young lady who has lived so quietly
all her life, that very little is known about her. What we behold, as we
discover, is not too far from the invisible young lady straying about the dinky
room. To strain our eyes in order to see through the invisibleness we have
white, doughy smoke swimming in our eyes.
The image
of flowers suddenly takes dominance of all. White poppies blossom in the depth
of night, or before the break of dawn when faint traces of every colour run
amok. That is what Blue is like, we finally realise. It is the pitch dark when
the innocent white explode here and there. It is the union of these two colours
that create the opaque. It is the invisible that we pretend we have witnessed
with unquestionable clarity. Ultimately Blue is the room where time plods on,
before uttering almost inaudibly the transience of love, and these beautiful
sweet nothings will be sublimated into the flaky, fluffy, inconsequential
potions, teeming the air.
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