They
carelessly entered a great forest that seemed to have no path leading out of
it. Things they encountered along the way, things they could not name but had
the faint knowledge of what possibly could be, were the same kind that recurred
in their worst nightmares, in which familiar faces invariably wore the most
horrible, inscrutable disguises. The palms that gripped tightly together were
already drenched in sweat; occasionally several large beads would escape and
form an ephemeral trail on the ground, directing to the destination of the
unknown. But the known is always scarier.
The Known
is the invisible monster that tugs benignly at your sleeve and entreats you the
listen to a music audible through nobody’s but your ears. The music told her to
perceive Time which, like an aging tree, will be robbed of every leaf and twig
piecemeal, until one day when this thousands years of life is finally reduced
to a naked and barren seed, something within it still quivers. If you care to
lend your hitherto listless ears to anything staid and lifeless, you will find
it whispering back knowledge and wisdom you used to know when your shrilly,
wrinkled mess of a flesh is pulled out of a deflated womb. Every baby shrieks
as if knowing too much causes him pains.
She assumed
that no sooner she would be all alone in this great forest. The hand that grasped
so forcibly her every finger would somehow unclasp before long. And so she would
be the only presence that moved visibly and ostensibly about, in this labyrinth
of towering trees. Her childhood scenes would pass her by hardly perceptibly than
the subtle change of the sky when a bird whizzes by. Only fragments of those
that failed to infiltrate into her prodigious memory materialized unannounced
like the spirits that dwelled in this forest for decades and centuries. She
would see them all with eyes showing no glints of feeling or surprise.
Let her
play in the forest as long as she desires. She will be the Queen of all living
things. Every creature will bow down in capitulation as she flounces by. The
forest will change shape, then close in, barring all earthly promises to those
who refuse to, or find themselves unable to, dream. The Sun will curtail its
visits to this sacred kingdom. Cold breezes will breathe down her neck like a
leering stranger pestering his little girl with incessant caresses. Every time
she feels alone she will force a nightingale to sing, until the interminable
sessions implode its little heart, and little drops of red will create little
ripples of flowers on her dress. Humanity fails her but she knows love, and how
strenuously she will try to suppress fits of sobs.
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